Maeve, seventeen years old, survives the car accident that kills her mother, but the truth about that night haunts her. She is sent to live with a father she barely knows, a stepmother who tries too hard, and a little brother she refuses to get to know… Maeve must decide: Will she continue running from the past, or will she finally confront the truth and find her place?
I don’t remember the impact. Honestly, I don’t.
I remember the rain. Light at first, then heavier, drumming against the windshield. I remember the sound of my mother’s laughter, my fingers idly tapping the steering wheel as I talked to her about Nate, the boy who sat two seats ahead of me in chemistry class.
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I remember how she looked at me, smiling.
“Seems problematic, Maeve.
Too close. Too fast.”
The next thing I remember is screams calling for my mother.
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I was out of the car. Somehow. I don’t remember getting there. My knees were soaked in mud, and my hands were covered in blood that wasn’t mine.
Mom was lying on the sidewalk, her body twisted, her eyes half-open, staring into nothing.
I screamed her name until my throat burned. I tried to wake her up, but she wouldn’t move.
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Some hands pulled me away. A voice said something about a drunk driver.
Another voice said, “The mother was driving.”
I shouted, tried to tell them it was me… but the words wouldn’t come out. The world was spinning, my stomach twisted, and then…
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I wake up in a hospital bed. A dull, painful fog fills my skull. There’s a nurse. The machines beep. The distant murmur of voices in the hallway.
My throat is dry. My limbs feel numb. The door opens, and I expect to see my mother. For a horrible, fleeting second, I think maybe it was all a dream.
But then my dad walks in.
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He looks older than I remember. The last time I saw him was… Christmas? Two years ago? I don’t remember.
He sits next to the bed, hesitates before placing a rough, unfamiliar hand over mine.
And just like that, I know this isn’t a dream.
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Two weeks later
I wake up in a house that doesn’t feel like mine.
Julia is in the kitchen, humming. The air smells earthy, vaguely sweet. I stare at the bowl she places in front of me.
Oatmeal with flax seeds and blueberries.
“I’ve added some hemp hearts,” she says, as if it’s normal. “Hemp seeds are good for you, sweetheart.”
As if my mother isn’t dead and I haven’t been dropped into this bland beige-walled house with a baby I barely know.
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I take the spoon. I stare at it. I put it back down.
Julia watches me, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.
“Aren’t you hungry, sweetie?”
I am hungry. I’m starving, actually. But I don’t want this. I want greasy waffles. I want to go to Sam’s Diner at midnight with my mom, split pancakes, and laugh at the guy who always falls asleep in booth six.
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Instead, I shake my head and push the bowl away.
Julia hesitates, then slides a protein ball across the table. It’s a homemade mix of dates and oats. Her olive branch, I suppose. I don’t take it.
“Maeve,” she sighs. “Your dad will be back soon. He went to get diapers for…”
I stand up before she finishes. I don’t want to hear any more. I don’t want to know any more.
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Courtroom
I’m standing in front of the mirror, surrounded by a pile of discarded clothes. The first dress is too formal. The second makes me look like a little girl. The third is too tight, too wrong, too not me.
What do you wear when you’re about to watch the man who killed your mother be judged?
I grab a simple black blouse. It reminds me of the morning of her funeral. How I sat on the bed, surrounded by all the black clothes I had, trying them on, tearing them off.
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Nothing seemed right. Nothing could make me feel ready to bury her.
I remember that morning, standing in front of the mirror, looking at my reflection with swollen, puffy eyes. My hands trembled as I buttoned up a satin blouse I had never worn before. Mom would have told me it didn’t matter.
“They’d be too busy looking at that pretty smile you’ve got on your face,” she would have said. “Or that pretty hair.”
But I wasn’t dressing for them. I was dressing for her.
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Now, I button the same buttons with hands that shake just the same.
I want justice. I want Calloway to pay. But deep in my mind, guilt whispers: I didn’t see him in time.
I squeeze my eyes shut. I try to breathe.
Then I grab my blazer, straighten my shoulders, and walk out the door.
Justice first. Guilt later.
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The courtroom is too cold, and the seat beneath me is rigid. The man sitting across from me, the one who killed my mother, stares at his crossed hands.
His suit is wrinkled. His jaw is unshaved. He doesn’t look remorseful.
He was drunk. He had already lost his license once. He shouldn’t have been behind the wheel.
The ending:
As Maeve watches the trial unfold, she’s torn between the desire for justice and a deep, gnawing feeling of emptiness. The man who killed her mother doesn’t seem to care, and though the case is clear, the emotional toll it has taken on Maeve is far greater than any verdict. As the judge reads the sentence, Maeve feels a small sense of relief, but it’s hollow. The truth about that night still haunts her, and no amount of justice can bring her mother back.
In the days that follow, Maeve begins to confront the silence that has followed her since the accident. She slowly starts to connect with her father, learning about his own struggles and regrets. Together, they begin to heal, though the process is slow and painful. Maeve still finds herself yearning for the life she had with her mother, but with time, she realizes that she must find a way to move forward.
Maeve’s journey is one of pain, loss, and eventual acceptance. She learns that facing the truth doesn’t always bring peace, but it’s the first step toward healing. Through her grief, she finds strength she never knew she had, and in the end, she learns that home is not just a place—it’s where she chooses to rebuild her life.
